Ehem. If you will notice, most of my writings here is about love. Well, that is because nahihiya akong pag-usapan or i-discuss ang topic na yan sa friends man o family. Haha! Weird ba ko? Eh I don’t find it comfortable talaga. Kasi feeling ko yung usaping ganyan between two people lang eh. Well that is in my case. So ayun nga, dito ko nalang sinasabi yung mga nasa isip ko about love at least tayo tayo lang nakakaalam. Ssshhh! (Para akong monggoloid dito oh.) Haha!
Eh eto nga kasi, I’ll confess something. Hmmm..pano ko ba sisimulan? Haha! De, kasi sa totoo lang medyo nakakaramdam na ko ng inggit sa mga nababasa kong posts/photos sa FB about couples. I mean, mukhang masaya kasi. Yung mga friends ko na In a relationship status na, parang mga nasa cloud 9 lagi eh. Haha! Sila may lovelife tapos ayun ako eto, busog. Hahahaha! Jusko pagkain na lang lagi kong karamay for almost 20 years. Haha! Pero ok lang, masaya pa rin naman. (Pampalubag loob to. Haha) Pero seriously talaga, nakakainggit na. Hahaha! Charot.
On the other hand, kahit ganon yung nararamdaman ko, I’ve been controlling myself. Mind over matter. Kasi alam ko din na kahit masaya yung nasa ganung sitwasyon, mahirap din siya at the same time. Tsaka its really a big responsibility to commit yourself to someone. And that is definitely not easy. Diba syempre dapat may time ka. Eh yun pa naman yung wala ako. Hahaha! Eh kasi ang dami kong priorities. Ang dami kong gusto pang ma-attain and ma-achieve. Gusto ko muna i-enjoy yung sarili ko. So naisip ko hindi ko pa rin pala afford ang maging committed. Di afford ng oras ko, ng attention ko at lalong lalo na ng budget ko. Hahaha! (Sugar mommy??? Lol!) Ayun. nakakainggit pero kailangan mas piliin kung ano ang dapat unahin. And that is definitely not lovelife, Career muna. Kaya pag tumanda akong dalaga alam niyo na, I’m the richest person on our street. Oo sa street lang namin. Asa naman akong sa buong mundo? Haha! Pero malay niyo diba! Haha!
Yun lang. Gusto ko lang sabihin na inggitera ako pag dating sa lovelife ng iba dahil dalawampung taon na kong single. Hahahaha! Pero ayos lang talaga. ;) Di naman paunahan ang pag-ibig. Patagalan ang labanan. And I’ll be ready to make sure that Im gonna win that battle. Naks! Amazona! Hahaha! Hay nako. Pasensya na kayo, ganito talaga pag mga batang puyat. Lutang na. Masa malaki pa yung eyebag ko sa mata ko eh. Actually, malapit na siya sa cheekbone. Haha! Osya sige na. Salamat tumblr! Sa walang sawang pakikinig mo sa mga walang ka-kwenta kwenta kong sinasabi. Hahaha! ^_____^Y
Just like this picture, the puzzle is complete. Every little pieces is there.
I don’t need someone who will complete me.Coz I already am. I just need someone who will complement my completeness. :-)
Sobrang nagustuhan ko tong kanta na to. :) Medyo naiyak ako nung una ko siyang napakinggan. Grabe. Hindi pa rin ako nauubusan ng paniniwala na may mga lalaki pa rin talagang matino at seryoso sa panahon ngayon. Habang pinapakinggan ko yung kanta, narerealize ko na there is really someone who is waiting for me..for you. Kaya hindi talaga ako nagmamadali pumasok sa isang relasyon. Ok lang kahit inaasar nila ako na wala pa kong boyfriend. Ayos lang. :) I know na dadating din yung tao na yun para sakin. Siguro nga malungkot pa din siya kasi wala pa ko. :) Kaya habang wala pa yung tao na yun, aalagaan ko muna ung sarili ko. Gagawin ko na yung mga bagay na gusto at dapat kong gawin. Para kapag dumating na yung oras na inilaan samin ni God, I’m ready.
Alam kong hindi totoo ang fairytale. Na hindi sa lahat ng pagkakataon masaya. Alam kong walang taong perperkto. Pero alam ko rin na sa kabila ng pagtatalo o di pagkakaunawaan, pagmamahal pa rin ang mananaig. Walang perpekto pero may taong deserving. May taong karapat-dapat mahalin. Kung sakali mang pumasok ako sa isang relasyon, hindi ko pipilitin yung sarili ko na maging perpekto sa harapan ng mahal ko. Ipapakita ko lang kung ano talaga ako. At sana maging ganun din siya sakin. :) Hindi ko siya lolokohin at paglalaruan. I will appreciate his value. :) And as a woman, I know that I need to submit myself to him. :)
Trust, Honesty, Respect and Love. Four elements that would definitely make the relationship work and worth fighting for. Sana lahat ng babae maapreciate yung worth and value nila. Sana hindi lang sila mag settle sa isang tao just because yun lang yung available. Sana lahat ng babae matutong maghintay. Sana lahat ng babae matutong makuntento. Sana lahat ng babae marunong ding mag-seryoso. Hindi lang naman lalaki ang kailangan magkaroon ng mga ganung descriptions, dapat tayo din. Ako din.
To my future special someone,
I will never get tired of waiting. For the meantime, let’s fulfill our dreams first until the day we meet. I promise that… we would have fights and arguments.. definitely we would.. but that would not be the reason for me to give up. I know God has his purpose why you’re not yet with me. I hope you’re also looking forward to finally find and meet your twin flame. :)
Maraming bagay akong iniisip pero konti lang ang sinasabi ko. Maaaring hindi ito maintindihan ng nakararami pero may mga bagay na gusto ko, ako lang ang nakakaalam. Ako lang ang namomroblema. Mga bagay na sa tingin ko mas makabubuti kung sasarilinin ko. Kung gaano ako kadaldal kasama ang mga kabigan ko, ganun ako katahimik kapag ako nalang mag-isa. Sobrang layo ng nararating ng isip ko kapag ako nalang mag-isa. Gusto ko ganito, gusto ko ganyan. Dapat ganito, dapat ganyan. Mapagmasid ako. Lahat napapansin ko. Hindi ko alam bakit ako ganito. Paminsan natatakot ako. Sa lahat ng napagdaanan ko, parang unti unti akong nagiging manhid sa lahat ng bagay. Mukhang malapit na kong maniwala na ang puso maaaring maging bato.
Minsan ang pain, ginagawa kang halimaw. Halimaw dahil wala ka ng nararamdaman. Nagiging objective lahat ng ginagawa mo. Ayokong maging ganun. Pero hindi malabo. Mukhang malapit na nga. Nararamdaman kong unti unti akong nagiging manhid sa mga bagay-bagay. Lahat dapat may rason.
Pinipilit kong huwag tuluyang maging bato. Pero mahirap. When you experienced pain, lahat mababago. Pati ang pananaw mo sa buhay. Mas magiging mature ka. Mas tatapang ka.
Pamilya. Ano nga ba ang tunay ka kahulugan niyan? Mukhang hindi ko kasi lubos nauunawaan. Dahil hindi ko naman lubos na nararamdaman. Iba ang pamilya sa kamag-anak. Yung kamag-anak alam ko, pero yung pamilya. Kailan ko kaya lubos mauunawaan iyon? Kailan ko totoong mararamdaman iyon?
On my own perspective, I do believe that if Jose P. Rizal would have lived today, he would definitely agree on the RH Bill as well. We all know that he is a very philosophical person. He almost questioned everything and always wanted to find out what was the reason behind every circumstance that was happening around him. As we can read and observed in his literary works especially Noli Me Tangere and El Filibusterismo, he exposed the real attitude and behaviour of the priest during his time. These two novels also contain passages that are against catholic dogma and morals. Thus, in many instances, he repeatedly attacked the Catholicism in general too. I can say that this could be one of the evidences that Rizal is not always in favour of the church and what do people in the church practiced and believed in. He is more practical, tolerant and realistic rather be blinded by his strong religious belief.
Furthermore, though Rizal once stated that “Youth is the hope of the future”, he would be truly disappointed if he sees many youth/children of today who were not able to go and study in school. The growing number of children is somehow alarming but a larger number of out of school, malnourished and abused children are much more terrifying. It is already given that Rizal is a very intelligent and open–minded person that’s why I am sure that he would agree if I would say that RH Bill is not about “killing life” but rather “preserving life”. It would be more disgrace in his eyes that those youth who he once affirmed to be the hope of tomorrow do not have the capacity and ability to do it. They do not have capacity because their parents are not responsible enough to mold them as a good individual due to lack of capability to send and educate them in school and one of the major reasons is because of poverty.
Reproductive Health Bill which is considered by many as a threat into human life is not absolutely favourable. In the case of Rizal, he is truly nationalism therefore he would consider what would be the implications and effects of this into our country. And as what we are witnessing right now, many of the Filipinos are not being responsible and disciplined enough in having their family planning. If the natural method does not solve this issue therefore it must be the time to modify or just change the practice in which we are used to.
Rizal may not be living with us today but many “Rizal” are voicing out not only for the benefit of one but for the benefit of the whole nation. Yes, “Youth is the hope of the future” but how can this be possible if they were not raised accordingly. How can someone be the “hope” if that someone is already hopeless? How can youth of today take charge of the future if their future is still unsure? Sometimes being blinded by our strong religious belief can also be a barrier for us not to see those things which are no longer covered by the Catholic dogma. Those things which are most of the time needs more attention and understanding not only by the catholic group but by the citizen as a whole.
Ang Chaka ng kamay ko dito. Anyways, don’t mind it. Ganyan talaga pag masipag! Haha! :P
Okay. This was my first time to vote. I never thought that I would be as serious as this on who am I going to vote for this Senatorial Election. I even searched for their accomplishments. I don’t wanna risk the future of this country by electing the the wrong ones. Some says I’m taking it seriously. Why? Shouldn’t I? I mean, Come on! We’re on our way towards achieving the goals.We should not stop here. We should be knowledgeable and capable enough. We have to be smart. We should be sensitive on what is happening in our country.
Now, the 12 elected senators have been proclaimed. Some of them may not be qualified or the experiences that they have are not enough to be in the senate. But they were chosen by the citizens. Change what we cannot accept. Accept what we cannot change. We may have different stands and opinions here but at the end of the day we have to respect and help one another for the betterment of our country. I just hope that these chosen people will truly serve the public and will not use their position and power for their personal gratification.
Kakaibang trippings ito. Me and my friends decided to cover songs. Effortless yan! Hahaha! Basta yung pang 9 years old na boses diyan, yun yung akin. Madali nio mare-recognize kasi angat yung boses ko. hahahaha! Nangingibabaw. F na F ko eh. Ba’t ba?! :PP kayo na bahala humusga! Haha! Eto pa yung isa
Ayos ba? hahaha! Gawa ko yan. Yes! I’m proud of it. :P
Eh kasi naman sa sobrang boring ko nag paint tuloy ako. Hehe! Sayang naman kasi yung mga oil paint namin kaya ayan ginamit ko siya. Haha. Ang saya kaya. Sobrang enjoy. And ang dungis ko habang ginagawa yan. Feel na feel ko yung pagiging painter. With matching touch of fingers pa yan. haha! :PPP Patong patong yung kulay niyan. Naghalo-halo pa ko ng ibat ibang color para makagawa ng another colors. Oh diba ang galing ko? haha! Dapat talaga nag Fine Arts ako eh. I can see a bright future ahead. Ehem. Hahaha! Nung una wala pa kong image na magawa. Basta paint lang ng paint. Hanggang sa habang tumatagal, I found myself painting “Eiffel”. Oh well. Ewan ko talaga. tuwing nakakahawak ako ng lapis or anything na pang sulat or drawing parang automatic niyang dino-drawing ang eiffel. Hihihi. Uy ah! Maganda naman diba?! Diba pag art, pwede abstract?! Abstract yan! Hahaha!
Ayun. Gusto ko lang i-share. Feeling ko kasi maganda siya at kailangan niyong makita. Bilib na ba kayo sa talent ko? Thank You! I know I’m great. That’s given. Hahaha! :PPPP
Marinas Bay Sands, Eiffel and Petronas. =)
Top 3 places I want to visit. Waaaaahhh! I really want to stand and take some shots infront of these towers. I badly want it! One day, I’ll be there. =))))